Thursday, October 18, 2012

Isthisreal.

Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional.. It's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it... True right? We all are nodding our heads right now. What makes us think of those amazing, fun, or weak weak times in our life? Most of us wake up everyday in hopes our day will go as planned, that you won't press snooze more then twice on your alarm, get lazy and not work out, forget to put the clothes from the washer into the dryer, forget your smell goods as you walk outside the door at the start of your day, hurt someone's feelings, so so much to just 1 simple day, that we live so many of. Why do we get emotional? As I grew up as a Blair, I remember so many times of specific emotional events. I was never one to cry, or have tears beyond tears especially as a kid. Growing older i came to understand that a tear or crying was never a sign of weakness, ever. Its how our bodys deal with emotion, agree? We get attatched to people, to habits, to the unexpected. We learn to fall in love with nature, jobs, family, our lovers, our world possessions, our favorite songs, the most delicious hot drink, our favorite destinations, to things and reasons that make us who we are. My mom was sure one to cry though, and I mean cry. I used to hear from her all the time telling me that, I would cry just as much as her when I got older. ( ohhhh, i will never cry that much ) Well, that is a fine principle mom. Lisa Blair, the person that calms my fears, that believes in things that seem impossible at times, that never turns me away when I may need her most. I find myself with tears in my eyes as I get older, and I remember my mom and her vioce when she told me so many times as I was young that I would cry like her one day. Yes, I cry. It's as amazing effect of emotion. Being human and living in an eventful world, we literally grow to care for things, to have feelings for things, to have common smiles towards things. There is reason to our emotions. Songs that bring back emotion put us in a world we once lived, walked, and breathed in. We care about that precious time of hard ache or happiness. Live a life well remembered and honored by your acquaintances.
Xoxo

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